Day 11:
I’m such a mess. I’m just a mix of emotions that i just can’t explain. I want to make them go away. Today i stayed afterschool again to help my friend Victoria out on her SING audition. Maybe i shouldn’t have stayed, it just brewed my feelings up more. I didn’t help much either. Lol, i don’t know whats wrong with me. I keep telling myself be happy be HAPPY. I need to force it, to a point noone will notice. Maybe then happiness will come a little easier?
